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I love the way words and phrases will squirm their way into my brain so while I'm drawing pictures of skeletons and dead grass I will simply hear "is this where God has gone to hide?"
#I AM NOT KIDDING#Why does my brain do this HOW DOES MY BRAIN DO THIS#I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS?????????#And this is what every day of my life is like#and this is why I'm so obsessed with poetry and such things#because it is. always there. whether I want it to be or not.#funny#rambles#writing#quotes#words#spilled ink#poetry#sometimes its quotes from poems I don't remember reading that my brain decides to remember at exactly the right time#sometimes it's something new entirely
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I'll rip in hands and teeth and take a bite
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#ryomen sukuna#yuuji#sukuna#sukuita#fanart#jjk fanart#gore tw/#body horror tw/#blood tw/#YUUJIIII BABY BOYYYY BABYYYYYY#hes hungry :/#sukuna seems 2 be having fun gdjhfgsdf . boys when theyre bored.#so happy i wrangled this pose in2 something im happy with i almost abandoned the idea entirely#sometimes front facing is the answer.....who knew :'>#also#can anyone tell me. how far up yuujis fun arms go i had no idea so i just stopped them at the elbow#if im wrong that will b not swaggy :(#listening 2 sena's cover of butchers vanity on repeat btw VIBES#cannibalism motifs my beloved uwu#in other news this is the least amount of shading ive done in a very long time#and its been even longer since i pulled out th white lineart#but overall i like this piece so much yuuji is so cute and it doesnt make sense 2 me at all#edit changed the colour to make it more obvious whats sukunas legs vs whats yuujis back
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Here are some Season 2 Arcane GIF comparisons before and after I color and sharpen them! | Season 1 Comparison GIFs
#arcane#arcaneedit#gifmaking#reminder that if ur not a fan of the coloring and sharpening then i dont need to hear ur opinion so fuck off and make your own gifs :)#sooo yeah!!! just sharing this very old coloring comparison i use from time to time to make sure i follow a certain peg for my gifs#but i dont really follow it to the T of course#and now i will use the tags to rant/comment about my coloring process lmao#ok so.... arcane s2 is SOOOOO much brighter than s1 i am so so so thankful we have such bright scenes instead of all the dark ones in s1#because it makes my life so much easier#that being said my coloring isnt really perfect i still cant handle more complex tones like the mel gif......#i used to have a more stylized coloring wayyy back in s1 (esp when u look at my old gifs) but i kinda realized i had to change it#so i scrapped all my old psds and now coloredit EVERYTHING MANUALLY#hence why sometimes i gif the same scene but theyre colored different since i never use a preset PSD now#however it became way more tedious to make gifs... so yeah.... lmao#but in the end i like it more!!! i like that my new coloring just basically matches the show more but is just brighter and more saturated#unless ofc i dont like the tones of the original show i.e. the vi gif you see there where its super green gray???? idk i dont like it so#i recolored the entire thing#anyways thats really it coloring will always be something i continue to try to improve on but recently ive just been v busy so i just#speed color and edit everything and dont rlly take all adjustments into account so no more complex tones and#i just stick to basic things#oh right sharpening! so for sharpening i use a very basic setting: just 500 px and 0.4 radius which is what i use for almost everything#i also dont add noise bc the landscape photographer in me does NOT like it LMFAOOOOOOOOOO#but yeah thats really it for sharpening oh i also use 4k sources as much as possible bc it gives the best quality and if#i cant find any source i just upscale everything by myself then crop stuff again back to 540 px and imo it really just does look better#personal tag
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Prompt 168
So. Apparently halfas are like phoenixes or something, which Danny would’ve really liked to know.
See, usually with ghosts if they’re forced to retreat to their cores they reform as was, but apparently, since they’re still partially living, schrodinger's people and all that, halfas have to regrow their body from scratch. At least that’s what he’s understanding from Frostbite.
But how come he has to deal with it? It’s Dan’s fault for trying to pull such a stunt! Oh, it’s either him or Vlad? Well fuck, he might have calmed down and is going to therapy in both the living realm and the Zone, but he’s waaay not equipped to raise a child except for like, monetarily wise.
Well dammit, how long will this core incubation thing last, he has his new job in… let him check which offer he accepted again… He has his new job in Coast City that he needs to finish packing for and then all the rest of the stuff to do.
What do you mean it’ll take months?! He doesn’t have months?! Urgh, fine. At least being a mortician isn’t that exciting, nor dangerous. Just hand him Dan’s core and he’ll figure things out for the living side of things. He’s sure Tucker and Sam wouldn’t be against helping, if only to try and claim favorite aunt or uncle spots.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#Coast City is where Hal Jordan lives hilarious enough#I just chose a random city but honestly a green lantern city is hilariously on brand for where Danny would choose to move#He’s just a cheerful space core dude who is glaring down several ghosts & helping others move on while he’s working#He’s also slightly uncanny valley to people outside of Amity & doesn’t realize it#He runs into a reporter Wes at some point & okay the fact he looks like the lady doing math meme when seeing Dan?#Utterly hilarious#Danny holding a newborn with matching slightly pointy ears and claws :)#Wes who is *pretty sure* Danny is cis but is second guessing everything now:#Danny is going to do his best to avoid any hero BS#He’s trying to do his JOB#Who cares if he brings his baby to work he needs to eat and he isn’t going to hire a babysitter#Bby Jordan tried to set the house on fire during his last tantrum do you THINK anyone else can deal with him? That’s what he thought now ou#Ellie visits as well & straight up melts out of the wall sometimes like a horror movie#She has weaponized her goo powers and is also excited to show her dad her new gravity ones#Space Core Danny + Fire Core Vlad = Sun Core Dan#Ellie has a Moon core (something something phases of the moon & travelling across the night sky)#Danny is encountering so many rogues and heroes and just doesn’t acknowledge it because he has a literal BABY who can destroy the entire JL#He’s very tired and would like a nap now
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anyways ppl with vaginas are amazing and not inherently less than anyone with a penis and if you disagree you can jump off a bridge <3
#go ahead. TRY to read anything into this that isnt just what the statement is saying.#bc lets be honest- a lot of ppl on here praise penis's but just do it for trans women so its 'better' somehow??? like its still penis#worship either way and its fucking weird to do.#i mean personally if i was a trans woman i'd feel like everyone was fetishizing me and i'd be really uncomfortable.#like if i wasnt already avoidant of ppl sexualizing me before that would be the nail in the coffin for me#hey everyone i have an idea: what if we treat all genitals as neutral?#like penis's are fine and great but the way ppl praise and fetishize girls with dicks is.... wild#and no you're not inherently better about it bc you're queer.#i sometimes think about what it'd be like if i was born the opposite way and became a trans woman instead but still had my brain#and i think the over sexualization of transfems would overwhelm me to the point of having a panic attack and never leaving the house#so like basically already what im dealing with but new layers and dimensions and reasons for why its happening added on#and id prolly detrans but thats bc i actually like being a dude so like. it just wouldnt work out in general. but i can see myself trying#it and probably being terrified the entire time. i just feel like a lot of the support transfems get isnt about like their actual struggles#but bc ppl can fetisihize and sexualize them later if they show they're 'on your side' and im worried a lot of transfems are desperate#for anyone who will take them and yeah.... idk. ig to me the 'support' doesn't really feel like support but feels more like...#'nice guy says all the right progressive words to get you to sleep with him' type beat#not all the support to be clear- i honestly specifically mean like. trans guys who id as tme or cis women who even seem like they're#pretending heavily that you're the same. idk. like the ppl who defend trans women against the idea of transandrophobia being real#dont... feel like they're actually doing it out of genuine support or fucks......#it feels like they're saying everything you WANT to hear instead of what you NEED to hear. and anyone who glazes you that much#i feel like is p much only doing it to get in your pants. like wow you think ALLLL of my political opinions are correct? i don't believe#you at all lmao. and anyone who's pretending that hard likely just wants something from you. bc watch them turn around and use#some of your takes against you when its convenient.
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Back to school inspo ✨📚
#uhh basically study + run/lifting + more studying but its by the ocean#ive lived by the ocean my entire life but ive never studied there#mostly because its windy and sometimes smells bad lol#i do have “my spot” where i sit on the steps closest to the ocean and stare into the void while drinking an energy drink or something#thinking i should go there next week when i go back to school#maybe walk the beach or something if i have time#something more grounding because im very emotionally attached to places...#and since i wont be here this summer (for the first time in my life) i feel i must appreciate my hometown more#i have a year or two more before i leave this place for awhile and i want to remember every street and sit by the ocean close enough#to have the waves spray my face but only gently and only sometimes#and then in the summer ill get to know a new town but only for the summer and most likely never go back#another town by the water but not the ocean. with forests and freshwater lakes#itll be a lot colder despite being summer and i dont know if ill like it more or less than my hometown#i gues ive always kind of hated my hometown for not being “as good” as bigger cities. nothing to do here no one to care about...#but then i remember i grew up here and my friends are here i care about them#my memories are here and i care about that#going to the ocean in the winter and reading moominpapa and watching a play and getting rootbeer candy#slipping on the rocks and getting my shoes wet... but the water was a lot warmer than the air so i didnt mind too much until the sand#stuck to my shoes and i got the car dirty...#anyway#study#studyblr#student life#study motivation#study blog#journal#studyblr community#realistic studyblr#studying#studyspo
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The most surreal and funny thing that happened to me in episode 6 was seeing Devon and Roy fighting over having a date with my Candy while I just wanted to get out of there to find Jason! 😭
And then after that, seeing Devon confronting Jason too because he thought Jason was harassing my Candy, when in fact, those two were having some kind of playful flirting.
It seems I'm playing a poly route and I WASN'T MY INTENTION! Help~ 🤣
#then in my secondaries account my Candies are only with Amanda or with Thomas alone but in my main one this Candy is a dissaster XD#two men in Devenementiel loving my girl while she wants the rival boss#I picked Devon and Roy was like “BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO COME WITH ME? ToT” Uhhh... no? Sorry Let me alone! XD#I don't even want Devon! I wanted Jason but the game sometimes don't let me pick him! And I had to do something blurry afterwards like#eating the entire fair so my Candy could throw up and only then have a moment with him! XD#at least next time if I have to pick someone from Devenementiel to do something romantic I'd like to pick Elenda and Brune! ALWAYS#anyway this was very fun so I'm gonna try it in one of my secondaries account if I can get a poly fight again but with Thomas and Amanda XD#my candy love new gen#mclng#mclng spoilers#mcl new gen#jason mendal#mcl
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sometimes I read really great meta about the ways marius preys on people but I would hate to make OP uncomfortable if I act too excited about it when i reblog it into my perv blog 😂
#I almost wrote out something really complicated about the mixed canon we have now bc of the amc show and how it provides a lens to read#That’s so tonally adversarial to the authors intent that it’s created an entire new version of the books#And how they fucked up writing armand so bad that it makes amc!armand lenses of tva completely miss the mark on tva#but it’s like 8am I can’t really articulate myself 😂#I find all of this morally neutral but fandom has been so violent towards marius fans I never know if it’s okay to interact#Like really great points about marius except all the tags are about killing him with hammers LMAO#Anwyay that all is what it is#death of the author and whatnot LOL#just kinda confusing to navigate in fandom bc I don’t want to upset anybody#I GUESS I DRAFTED THIS A COUPLE MONTHS BACK AND JUST FOUND IT LOL wonder what i was talking about#anyway not saying that an adaptation can't be adversarial to the source material if theyre trying to say somethign it's fine#it's just not really a great vibe for like being silly in fandom sometimes LOL!!
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yeah, doctor who should end.
#my posts#WE DON'T NEED CALLBACKS WE NEED GOOD WRITING#WHY THE FUCK IS THE ENTIRE THING FANSERVICE LIKE IT'S NOT EVEN THAT IT'S SERVING NO ONE! LEAST OF ALL THE FANS!#IT'S JUST BAD WRITING IT'S JUST AN RTD TRYING TO PULL OLD DEAD FISH BACK FROM THE DREDGES#WHO DO THEY THINK THIS IS FOR#NONE OF US ASKED FOR THIS#the misogyny... the racism... the heteronormativity#like i have so many criticisms of 13's era but at least they were trying to do something different and new#and the bad writing was self-contained to one-off stories (mostly. we do not acknowledge the timeless children)#(and even then. they didn't try to bring back everything and everyone to...??? to what end even?)#what is the point of all the callbacks except to maybe bring back people who stopped watching the show a while ago to maybe make more money#the only thing this is going to result in is people like me (who have stuck through all the shit) no longer wanting to watch the show#like why even watch it anymore if it's just going to be... this#do they think we'll watch it no matter what? because there is a tipping point and by god we have reached it. bypassed it in fact.#like. sometimes i think i've just outgrown the show and then i watch capaldi episodes or even old rtd eps and like. no it's genuinely worse#dw#doctor who
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no youre completely right - im a gay (trans)man and i legit wanna see so much more about the women bc There Is So Little. I wanna make a lesbian oc who gets bent in half by taash. im very normal.
i’m just tired man!!!! it feels so obvious how disproportionate it is when you’ve got. a cast of characters that we know almost equally little about. and a few of them explode in popularity and it’s like spongebob sticking his hand out the curtain. literally all a character needs to do numbers is to be a light-skinned man
#like you bring up taash!! we know equally little abt taash and emmrich. why is one FUCKING EVERYWHERE and i’m like. scrounging for scraps#sometimes i feel like there has to be a secret other main dragon age tag that has the real stuff in it#but maybe it’s just the tumblr userbase idfk#i feel like i’ve seen a little bit more of neve since the trailer but still not anything on the level as everyone’s fave boys#and before you hit me with ‘lucanis was in a couple short stories’ harding was in the literal entire last game. and she and neve had comics#there’s obviously something to be said about character types too. a lot of people love dark and broody#vs harding keeps getting described as Girl Next Door and that’s much less popular. fine i’m not going to argue abt individual tastes#but like. neve isn’t popping off??? on the columbo fansite????#everyone’s talking about emmrich’s experiments and research but no one talks about bellara’s??#like personally. ok. lesbian opinion so take that for what it’s worth. but i don’t understand all the lucanis thirst#davrin i could understand. davrin can get it. he gets way fewer thirstposts than the other men (hmmm interesting im sure it’s nothing 🙃)#i’m just like. tired. i don’t want to say people can’t enjoy what they’re excited about#but it adds up!#i feel guilty complaining when i am also not doing a lot of Female Character Poasting but like#there’s only so much i can do as someone who can’t draw and has been too busy to keep on top of all the breaking news
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many things i have been keeping under wraps at work, such as pronouns, but also, very critically, age. bc i got that ageless mixed race asian swag where i am very clearly not an undergrad but also??? they just don't know. and it WHIPS and it is so funny to ME because all the managers and shift supervisors are like damn this girl in her mid-twenties is so easy to talk to, it's like talking to a peer. surprise bitch i'm older than you. and maybe this means i'm performing psychological experiments on cis men, but i am ngl if i hand you a two page resume that you don't read, it is simply none of MY business if you think i am in my mid-20s. they are going to be so mad when they find out lmao
#mild work crush i fear....his undefinable possibly autistic certainly overworked jock swag has captured the nation#i can't remember if he was the one who jumpscared the managers by just randomly showing up with a wife and baby one day#when they thought he was a confirmed bachelor#it might have been the other shift supervisor who hates talking to people#it def wasn't the business school supervisor bc that guy is tasing himself recreationally while getting an mba. idiot <3#i love my job it is so boring and so entertaining at the same time. it's like the perfect balance of annoying and enriching#i wrote an entire fic at work once. and was still able to do everything i needed to do. and heard an absolutely bananas story#from the housekeeper about suing the city#i love the housekeeper every 3rd word out of her mouth i'm like ma'am are we allowed to say that in 2025 😭#i wish i could work there forever but i cannot. and when i quit the fic and/or zine i write/make about is going to go CRAZYYYYY#i think i text like 5-8 different people at least once a week about stupid shit i witnessed at work and the hot guys also#cannot forget the hot guys. so many hot guys. and they are all so stupid and annoying and sometimes charming also#i wish i could wear shorts to work bc my ass looks great rn from strength training#unfortunately my uniform is athleisure wear that doesn't fit and a free flyers sweatshirt that also doesn't fit lmao#when i learn to dress myself. it's over for you hoes#was talking to my strength trainer this week bc they asked if they could use me as a case study for trauma informed something#i kind of wasn't listening bc i just started talking immediately about the emotional effects of not having severe chronic back pain#and now being stronger has made me at its very base just more confident and kind to myself (inasmuch as i'll ever be)#bc i know my body better and i'm not scared of it and i can predict how it moves and i can trust it in ways i could not before#just from not knowing it? like even beyond the chronic pain i just did not know how my body moved and what it was capable of#& how one thing that is so silly but so nice is the feeling of being attractive as MYSELF for the first time in my life and not just#a vehicle for everyone to project whatever weird mpdg stuff on. and it's NICE and it's FUN that i know how my body moves as itself!!#like idk is finding confidence in my body the poetry. the strength training. the being in my 30s. the being too tired to care anymore#WHO KNOWS. none of my business#in conclusion. i would love to say i haven't been having a five stage mental breakdown all week but i have but i think it finally resolved#and now i have a new bed courtesy of sierra and kelly!!!!#and after i find out how much i owe in 1st/last month's rent? it's cricut time#ok good night#fresno oilers.txt
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when Binah looks at herself in the mirror at Lobotomy Corporation, she doesn't see herself. she looks like herself. she sounds like herself. even the way she stands is exactly the same. but she sees a stranger in the mirror staring back, a stranger with the same two-toned hair and beauty mark and cold eyes. an Arbiter reduced to a mere Sephirah of a facility she came to destroy.
that's not me.
in the Library, Binah catches a glimpse of herself in a mirror again. she looks different now, with longer hair and altered attire, her signature earring replaced with two smaller ones. she looks even less like "herself" than ever before. but her fingers lace with yours as you glance up at her and ask if she's alright, concern weaving through your voice, and Binah merely gives you a subtle smile and nods.
that's me in there. perfectly intact.
#project moon#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#binah#binah lobcorp#binah library of ruina#sometimes i look in the mirror and see no one#and sometimes binah did too#she picked up some pieces that were left from her previous self#and used them and new ones to forge something that was entirely her#and you are a key part in that
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Fuck my stupid lonely gay life
#AUGHH. AM I EVEN CAPABLE OF CONNECTING WITH OTHER HUMAN BEINGS#gun to my head. am i even a real person anymore#i dont even like talking to other people is the worst part#sometimes i wonder how my life would be if i hadnt developed insanely severe social anxiety in high school#never trust how you feel about your life after 8pm <- repeating this over and over#how do people even make online friends. like. i guess i would have to actually talk to people#but even then what if i say something wrong. what if i dont have anything to say. scary#i think a new hyperfixation would fix me (haha ) but i havent been able to enjoy anything on that level recently and its kind of#PISSING ME OFF but whatever. is this what neurotypical peoples lives are like. how do they do it#pacing in a circle zoloft takes 8 weeks to work zoloft takes 8 weeks#i guess i use this account as a vent mostly but thats because i have no where else to . LOL#whatever. another vent post for the ages. this ones not even coherent. im so good at talking about fucking nothing dude#vent#talking#i like going through my own vent posts and analyzing my character development like im from a story#hey past me i hate to zay it but stimulants did not fix your problems. in fact they sent you into a major dissociative episode#got put on ritalin now but i dont think its gonna help probably. but maybe thats because the last two adhd medications were so terrible#but i think my adhd too bad for weak stimulant and my anxiety too bad for strong stimulant . my mental illness cocktail untreatable#im so glad you cant see views on tumblr that shit made me so anxious on twitter i deleted an entire account lol#bro cant make friends and he cant maintain the friendships he has 😭 what a loser
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I'm just curious if your working on smt and how many things ur currently working on, cuz I feel like you are working on many things
Ooh, yes yes! I'm working on the comics about Chaos' story, I have like- a prepared script, but don't have it drawn yet. I'm also working on some of y'all's requests, and I'm trying to figure out something new in the meanwhile. ;)
No, I'm not going to say what it is- I don't wanna spoil it, if it doesn't end up good. TT
#vicnityask#it's something entirely new though#I just like to do many things and can't sometimes keep track of them lmao#chaos sans#vicnitynews
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dont apologize for going insane im putting my rambles out there to also find insane people 🤝🤝🤝 but yeah i haven't played rebirth yet but seeing people complain on the basis of "it's not og" is ALWAYS crazy to me because it's SUPER clear, in both an in-universe and out-of-universe sense that it's like. Explicitly not OG. It's so explicitly about breaking the chains of og and that's super super interesting. remakeverse is like it's own beast and its very cool and it's also making me lose my mind because the "what if"'s are so beautiful but also [breaking down about the original timeline] THERE WAS SO MUCH LOVE THERE TOO AND IT DIDN'T CHANGE ANYTHING!!!! HEAD IN HANDS. anyway thats to say i agree with all of your thoughts thank u for the insane food
EXACTLYYYYY AAUUUGHHHH the mind-screw of it all..... the implications........
#og timeline doomed from the start.......#was the og aerith's prayer heard? did she pray for a second chance?#she wasn't expecting to die. unlike rebirth aerith who could definitely see it coming.......#maybe it was something else. maybe it was AC sephiroth who wanted a do-over. or maybe it was something higher. beyond our comprehension.#ON THAT NOTE allow me to go on a quick tangent#i can't stand players who are like 'lol u guys got ur hopes up!! aerith dies just like she did in the og all this multiverse shit is stupid!#when i think the way the scene is framed makes it EXCEEDINGLY CLEAR THAT SHE LIVES IN ONE TIMELINE.#heavenly rainbow light = new timeline. THE ENTIRE FINAL CHAPTER is dedicated to hammering the association into your head.#plus the whole point of zack's scenes is to clearly establish a relationship between new timelines and characters unexpectedly surviving.#i know sometimes the curtain is just blue so to speak. but the symbolism here is so blatantly obvious it pisses me off when it gets ignored#aerith unmistakeably lives in at least one timeline. cloud knows it for certain. what that means for part 3 will be fascinating.#OK i got that out of my system lol anyway!!!! let's be insane together 🌸✨#ffvii#ffvii rebirth#asks
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oh man sometimes I forgot I'm not well and my experience is not understood as universal and I'll say things like "thats the time where I brush my teeth, I can't brush my teeth before teeth brushing time" and then my dad stares at me as if I just became a fish.
#this isnt a big issue for me usually#im some sort of neurodivergent definitely but i really dont know what#im also wondering if i have did or some dissociative disorder because for the longest time i assumed i had schizophrenia#or like some type of psychosis#cause i did have visual hallucinations and auditoiry hallunations and i have people talking in my head almost constantly#but i kept talking about them and the more i thought about it the less it made sense#because they were there constantly#they lived in blocked off areas in my head#they came to my area of the brain to talk to me then dissapear#but i always knew they were there#and sometimes i did something called going autopilot#and id like them control my decisions while i go into the back of head and rest or just watch or disappear#disappear means unconcious#and in winter break another voice was added#like i have 3 main voices and i named them Me#Myself#and I#and in the winter there was a new person called You#and then i started talking to my friends about how each of my voices serve a sort of purpose to make my life easier to deal with#and i was trying to figure out what you was for because he was the first person that named himself and i thought that was weird#he also calls himself andrew sometimes#i wonder that comes from COUGH#he does sometimes look like ender and that made me wonder what his purpose might possibly be#and then when i said that to a friend they just said “that sounds like did but also not”#and then i did some more research and yea that kinda does sound like did#would explain why i have pretty good memory but entire chunks of my life is missing#and also why i cant remember what i did yesterday morning but i can remember stuff from 10 years ago
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